Today is not just the First of the four Sundays of Bar Examination 2015 (which my good friends Bubbles and Audrey are hurdling as I write ), but the Second Anniversary as well of when Typhoon Haiyan befall in Leyte.
As I read the Scriptures, I couldn't help but shed tears. Today's readings speak of generosity and merciful givings.
I remember how I was inconsolable in Manila because I got no news of my parents, for five days since November 8. Remembered, how I won't give up staying in front of my computer, trying to scavenge informations from other Leytenos who might have heard from their families or even trying to trend #helpAbuyogLeyte at twitter, just so media-men would take notice that there is still a lot of coastal towns outside Tacloban, we do not have news of. Remembered how hurt I was thinking about my parents, -- Are they alright? Is anyone hurt? Do they have meals?
Two years had since passed, we all moved on. But the pain and the hurt and the sadness we feel whenever we revisit that day, is still raw and fresh. It still continues to haunt all who had experienced it personally and through their families.
Commemorating it yearly though, is necessary. So people and their families who experienced losses, devastation, hopelessness would realize how God's Mercy kept them alive.
For my family, November 8 is a day spent in grateful thanksgiving. For Jesus, first and foremost and to the people He used as Instruments of His love, mercy and compassion.
When I eventually received news, that my parents were both okay, I broke down anew-- in thanksgiving and praise to the Lord. When I was told that they don't have food to eat, it crushed my heart again. I prayed and prayed for help from my Provider above.
And just as He promised, help poured in. Two of my classmates at law school sent money as aid for my family. A fraternity brother from Southern Leyte, generously offered to buy all the goods and bring it to our house. Others, continued sending me updates of my parents.
Thinking about all the help we received and the life we still get to live, make us grateful of each mornings we get to woke up to. Discernment of what's important and worth admiring, is a natural consequence of going through and surviving the toughest battles . God's Wisdom is impeccable. He is Omnipotent.
He taught that real giving must come from the heart.A gift that is given with a grudge or for display loses its value. But a gift given out of love, with a spirit of generosity and sacrifice is invaluable.
Today, I offer a prayer to all that lost their lives during Yolanda- May your souls find eternal peace in heaven.
and the lives of those they left on earth- May God's peace be with you and in His Mercy, continue to protect you.
and the lives of those who help, not only my family, but all of Leyte,- May you continue allowing Jesus to work in and through you for the glory of His Name and the good of others.
Mabuhay kayo!
-makelina
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